ELIZABELLE's.

2012-01-16T20:16:00.002+08:00

old photo of me!
sup guys,
i'm so sorry i didn't blog for looooooong :(
lots of stuff happened but there's just 5 main points i wanna tell you all.

1) my birthday celebration was freaking awesome.
2) new year was freaking awesome.
3) i patched with my lovely baby.
4) O level results got a 25, I DIDNT FAIL.
5) i can play audi now and made a new acc.

and i guess because of all those i dont have time to update.
it's like a super crazy december to january.
i know sometimes i rot at home but i just dont want to update.

i'm lazy lah ok :(

i will blog once a week at least ok? hehe

kkthxbye.

2011-12-27T20:58:00.002+08:00

HELLO GUYS! many rage posts and i haven't been updating! >:(
was i lazy? CMON LAH NO! LOLOL. i've been busy like seriouslyyyyyy.
my last update was 20th right? so let's start from 21st! ^^

so in the morning chloe came to my house and we went to bpp cos i needed to buy christmas present for gift exchange! plus for my art outing gift exchange too ^^

reached home and crapped alot. she played with my ipad and i used the com hehe.
i wanted to blog but i think i watched youtube videos like for how long :/

tada! she didn't know i took it hehe. cos i'm bored and i stalk people :F
wasnt really a good night and i'm so lazy to say lah can ><

chandler and family came to our house to fetch chloe! HE IS SO CUTE!
he is making noises here and there which means he can hear! SO HAPPY!!

23rd afternoon went out with him to watch movie~ Alvin and the chipmunks! ^^
super cute okay. it's the best among all 3! like duh (:

went to jp and meet my lovely art family! was super cold and me no bring jacket~
KWEK ZHENG HUI WENT TO JOIN US LOL. i was like " WHY IS HE WANDERING HERE?"
then i asked jun sheng (js) if he's joining us or wad and he nodded his head. LOLOL.
he was super shy! i didnt even disturb him so much and his face like forever shy and red. hehe.

went to science centre and was drizzling but i didnt use umbrella cos clarie dono how hold. LOL
decided to just walk and was afraid of those cars splashing water, scream like a crazy girl~
dinner was at sakura! i'm so sorry i'm a freak and i ate for 2 hours plus :/
even those boys stopped eating alr. i still feel so ps! LOL.

okay lah enough words here's a photo! ^^

there was a gift exchange and i got js's! i really wanted his when i saw the wrapping cos i knew it was a soft toy. LOL!! and i really got it! XD wonderful start for my christmas or wad HAHA.

went to chinese garden and slack slack, laughed like so many times all thanks to clarie and ch!
reached home around 11 and i immediately opened my present again cos i'm still so happy! LOL.

saw a present on my table and it wrote to elizabell-e and from santa. LOL
i knew it was my bro lah! and he kept denying LMAO.
i didnt take a photo of the present cos i was texting him about all the fun and chatting with my bro.
it was a polaroid film! ^^

i dono why i said i got no time but i still have the time to take photo with this "Brave Turtle" LOL!
IT'S SO CUTE RIGHT! really damn happy when i see it!

24th i went to work in the morning till 4 plus, went to aunt house to sleep!
js called me LOL. he heard my whines :/ so shyyyy and ps.
slacked at their house till midnight!

photos are at my facebook but i'll show some here! ^^

me and the presents for gift exchange!
I DRANK WINE!

foreveralone. hehe.

camwhore camwhore!

somehow i love this picture O.O

eric sleeping off! LOL. it's not even midnight!

logcake! YUM YUM :D

PREPARING FOR WAR!! XD

otw to orchard! FOAM PARTY!!!

only took one photo of the lightings.
it's just amazing!

gift exchange time!
and i got..................

TA DA. HAIR CURLER! WAHAHAHAHAAHAHA
ONE BIRTHDAY WISH STRIKED XD

and i tried but it kinda failed :(

all my christmas presents and ang baos so far! XD

WILL UPDATE SOON! ( i dono when) LOL.

2011-12-20T22:42:00.002+08:00

i am mad pissed now. and this post is going to be all words + VULGAR.

gonna talk about 2 things that i'm pissed about NOW.

1) PEOPLE WHO ORGANIZE EVENTS/PARTIES/GATHERINGS ETC.

normally the people who organize things are the ones that are the most mad and pek chek people,
and i know how it feels cos i've organized some things and been a leader before since young.
BUT NOW?! gosh it's the fucking opposite. i'm having a gathering on the 23rd and i dont wish to say it now and no names shall be said here.

i'm posting this not only for that particular organizer but to all those people out there.

-when you want to start something, please number make sure that you have everyones contact and that each and everyone of them know what is going on.

- even a dinner place, dont just give the mrt or place name. give the freaking restaurant/eating place name! even though we're meeting and going there together, at least say right? unless it's a surprise but people need to know where they're going right?
what if someone ask where you're going and you say you dont know. how stupid can we sound? gosh.

-and please dont keep changing the plans cos not only you but the rest have their own schedules too, some may book the whole day just for this it's fine, but some people have other things on the same day! plus, people will get confused because you keep fucking changing the stupid plan.
just stick to one and make sure everyone agrees with it.

-when you want to change sth or inform sth, please tell EVERYONE. and i mean EVERYONE. not like 1 or 2 to ask them about the change then not telling the rest.

-RESPONSIBILITY. DON'T YOU HAVE IT?! or common sense?! at least i know this even though i alr have low common sense..

-when someone asks you sth, PLEASE GET BACK TO IT ASAP. dont drag or anything. try to make sure everyone is good and happy with the plans and that they know what they're doing.
people WILL get unhappy and will spoil the gathering.

- if someone doesnt reply you, please call them or do anything to make sure they are okay with the plan. it is tough but if you are the one in charge, please fucking put in the fucking effort despite all the tiredness alright? RESPONSIBILITY PLEASE.

2) PEOPLE WHO ARE NOT THE ORGANIZER.

dont think being the one not in charge means you can do anything you like. everyone is important to make something work. not only one can do everything. SO PLEASE!

- when the organizer texts you, PLEASE REPLY ASAP. if you need to think twice or need to plan first, AT LEAST INFORM THEM! and dont drag things, faster try to confirm if you can or not. but dont be in a hurry that you last minute cannot make it. IT SPOILS EVERYTHING.

- if you suddenly cannot make it, PLEASE TELL EVERYONE ASAP. INCLUDING THE ORGANIZER. this is to show the sincerity that you couldnt make it! BASIC MANNERS CAN?!

okay that's all. I AM STILL MAD.

2011-12-20T20:28:00.002+08:00

this was how i looked last night when i reached home from work.

this is how i look now! gosh i look so much better. ikr i am super shag.

monday was a long and stressful day for me, well not about work cos that was good (:
was just super tired on that day and my boss gave me coffee so i drank. i slept at 12 midnight which isnt even 12 plus cos i couldnt sleep at all :/

worst, morning i had to wake up at 8 cos i had the shop key with me and i was afraid chef would go to work early.
so i went, reached there at 9.30; prepared all my things and waited till 10.30!
i called my boss and he said he would call chef.
in the end boss came to work and be chef LOL. cos actual chef overslept!!

so i actually sat in the office and read my book for like an hour lmao.
work was alright. i dono why my chef is getting funnier each day. last time he was so serious lah!
thought my life was miserable hehehe.

work ended and i went to buy christmas gift exchange! LOL. for my family der. super weird to go to a men section :/ heheh.

now i'm home and blogging. chloe is coming to stay over for a night tmr! hope it will be a good day! (:

gonna bs lo. did you all missed me?! LOL........................................... foreveralone.

2011-12-17T23:59:00.002+08:00

I came back from work, started browsing facebook and i see so many articles shared about smrt breakdown etc.

So many things i got to say and it's not enough within a Facebook status so i shall blog it here! ^^

things i want all readers to note before reading:
- I DIDNT READ THE NEWSPAPER TO KNOW IN DETAIL AND ONLY GLANCED THROUGH THE PHOTOS.
-THESE ARE JUST MY OPINIONS AND I MAY OFFEND ANYONE.
-ALL PHOTOS ARE FROM GOOGLE IMAGES.

so it all started from a SMRT breakdown? and it stopped in the tunnel without electricity or anything whatsoever. i dont even know which line was it pardon me. hehe.
and some felt faint cos it was super stuffy and there was not enough air
so............................

PHOTO 1.

yea and everyone has got to see this photo okay! people are alr editing it with funny stuff :o
so i dont know what's the discussion about this because i saw an article saying that that person who broke the glass for air shouldnt have done so?

MY OPINION:
no one knew this was about to happen, and there was no light at all plus no air! people would have got frightened and not knowing how long they would get trapped there; i think it isnt really wrong to do so.
one way was actually to tell each other to stop talking or making movement and noises which may help a little. what if they had to stay there for an hour or so? are you sure that really there isnt anyone that's gonna break the door glass sooner or later? ( or whatever you call it).

PHOTO 2.

okay when i saw this photo i was really angry because of the words put in there.
" MRT CRISIS POORLY HANDLED"?!

MY OPINION:
SMRT doesnt always have major breakdowns, neither do we expect mistakes to happen. both parties were not ready for this AT ALL.
SMRT did not even want this to happen! i mean which popular transport company would want to purposely create a breakdown and let you all walk through the tunnel?
even if it was poorly handled, i believe there were passengers who got scared or angry and disobeyed their orders. am i right? i dont believe that everyone on board the "cursed" train would listen to every single instruction given.
and if it was poorly handled, try being the one in charge when nearly everyone is using that transport we use everyday? people start to scold,blame and criticize you WHILE you are trying to solve the whole problem.
unless that person is crazy and wants all of you to die, then this blog post won't even be here.

PHOTO 3.

okay just a random photo i got where the passengers walked through the tunnel to get out.

ALL IN ALL..............

1) PEOPLE DO MAKE MISTAKES, EVEN THE SMARTEST AND GREATEST PEOPLE DO.

2) JUST LIKE ANY TEST; STOP COMPLAINING, IT'S OVER. NOW THINK ABOUT WHAT TO DO NEXT TO IMPROVE AND BE WELL PREPARED.

3) NEVER TAKE THINGS FOR GRANTED, EVEN THE BASIC THINGS WE DO OR USE EVERYDAY.

4) JUST BECAUSE THEY MAKE MISTAKES, DOESNT MEAN YOU HAVE TO KEEP PIN-POINTING THEM. HOW WOULD YOU FEEL IF YOU WERE THEM?

5) EVEN THOUGH PASSENGERS GOT SCARED, UNDERSTAND THAT IT DOESNT ONLY AFFECT YOU BUT OTHER FAMILIES TOO.

6) IF THIS LITTLE THING CAN MAKE OUR LIVES SO MISERABLE, WHAT ABOUT LARGER COUNTRIES? IT WILL AFFECT MORE PEOPLE COMPARED TO US SINGAPOREANS.

and if you've read till here, i know many of you all will say that "because i wasnt inside i wont know how they feel".
let me tell you, IF I WAS INSIDE; I WILL FREAK OUT AND GO MAD.
BUT! i would not complain about it after it has happened! what for? create more chaos and stress for SMRT? then later they make mistake again cos they also breakdown ah? tsk.

talk is cheap, but just saying (:

okay i'm gonna sleep soon.

SMILE SINGAPOREANS! :D

2011-12-16T12:18:00.002+08:00

hello people! no work today due to reasons :/ going out for awhile later so i'll update now?
actually not really. haha it's about the blog thing! i shall name it : LIKE AND I POST!
LOL! i name it without thinking eh, i just thought about it! and people are starting to like.
since i'm free i shall do more than one post.

so today it's my beloved belovedddddddddd Shirleen~
i call her QAD :D guess what's that? hahahaha.

i remember having photos with her but lost it cos it was in my another phone :(
so yeah i took this photo from fb. LOL.

we've been friends for 4 or 5 years? not sure we met when primary 5 or 6 LOL.
i was close with others but we talked sometimes and got closer when she sat vertically behind me? i think she still remembers! i hope so XD

slowly she came into our group and i was with Justin. *ahem* LOL. and yea justin kept disturbing her calling her "helmet head" HAHAHAHAHAHA.
and she kept complaining to me about him LOL.
we still kept in contact cos we had same chinese tuition for the few years.
thinking about this friendship, we didnt fight or argue at all since primary school O.O
how weird or awesome? LOL.
we had h2h talks about our ex too and updating each other whenever we meet,
this year we went to the same math tuition and we got really close again ^^

now that tuition has ended and most likely we wont have same tuition anymore :(
i hope we'll still meet each other with the rest ^^

goodluck with your N level results! must tell me about it okay?!
and last long with my qad-in-law! KEKEKE. <3

2011-12-15T21:08:00.002+08:00

sup guys~ second update today? cos i suddenly thought of doing something while i was bathing. LOL

as what my facebook status said~~~~ "Since the year is ending, i feel like starting something on my blog. I will blog about you if you like my status and if there's more than one like i will choose that unlucky or lucky person LOL. I will blog about what i used to think of that person, how close etc blah blah. NAISEEEE!" okay i dono why the font different but yeah that's what i said.

and please people if you dont know me what for bother liking that status? -.-

and so i'm bored dying due to blackshot i decided to come here! ^^

guess who liked that status? HAIRUDINNNNNNNNNNN. LOL. i call him Hai :D

there! as you can see the tee shirt, Dancer. i knew him since sec 1 when we both joined dance.
since there were only 2 guys in dance including him. i definitely remember all those memories with him ^^

we weren't so close when we were sec 1 cos i was anti social as always~~~~~~~
i forgot when we started to get close but i know he is one guy that loves to immitate me and desiree which makes me laugh and wanna smack him always. his laughter is super contagious!
he was like the super flexible guy that could do splits when many people still couldnt heh.

he's a really super understanding guy and has a target in everything. which is dance! well that's what we mostly talk about lah heh.
we had to do a dance for the new greenridgeans and he was with us making jokes and laughing at those sec ones XD

the best time was when we had our first SYF! he had to do all those stunts which really amazed me cos he really strived hard for it. we practiced so hard together and always got pissed with some people who couldnt count the steps properly. we have many similarities (: i remember when i didnt dance the last part of the actual SYF dance i cried so much and he was there for me.

i kinda miss dance and miss him! we never got to talk much this year :(

oh well good luck next year in whatever you do Hai! i know you want a Dancer career so badly and i will support you always ^^ hope to see you famous soon! HAHA.

2011-12-15T14:28:00.002+08:00

hellow guys! i forgot when was my last update? :o
all i know is that i'm home home! no work. doctor appointment changed -_-
should have work? haha nvm.

i dreamt of him last night gosh. it was a bad dream.
and it wasnt a really dream because it was like the day we broke up.
the things he said were about the same. thank god i didnt wake up crying or anything.
i'm fine (:

played bs weeee~ cant say i'm getting better but i'm not getting shocked when i die thats all. LOL.
chloe is coming to stay at my house for 1 night!

now watching xfactor on youtube then maybe bs?
met wesley at yew tee just now to get audition file, but too bad it couldnt work wth.
was praying so hard! someone help me :(
met daron! HAHA. damn cute or what? like meeting all my tuition peeps.

feeling sick but i ate mac :/ still have work tmr!

sian gonna go bs soon~

2011-12-13T10:22:00.002+08:00

currently listening to 987fm~ Peacock-cock~ LOL.

i'm much much better today i guess, as you can see i'm wearing outside clothes!
going to toa payoh to pray, gong gong death anni (:
gonna meet all my lovely cousins~ hehe. stay there and have dinner at sizzler i guess o.o

talked to so many people yesterday. which kinda made my thoughts go away.
well there's just up and downs of me so i'm alright now ^^

last night was scary can, i freaked myself out.
i lost temper and started scolding my friend. with alot of vulgar gosh.

I'M SO SORRY OKAY JOSHUA!!! even though you wont see this ._.

so.... yeah. update at night? or tmr? i'm working tmr so not sure haha.

tata!

2011-12-12T23:02:00.002+08:00

hello people, my face is so pale gosh.
i cried so much just now but i guess i'm better now.

I AM MOODY. bye.

2011-12-12T18:07:00.003+08:00

i'm super emo today because i'm at home with nothing to do.
and i think alot especially thinking about the past.
i didnt text you in the morning, i guess you thought i was sleeping. but no i woke up at 8.30 like the usual. i just didnt text you.

while typing this, i'm going to cry anytime. i just cant control all these emotions. it's really making me so depressed inside.
so many people have told me to give up, but why am i the only one still holding on?
you say you wanna break cos you feel uncomfortable. but now when we break, things between us are further apart. dont you get it why i dont wanna break with you yet?
you promised, i hope you still remember.

i keep thinking about the past, how much you loved me and all.
why is it that someone can love you so much and all of a sudden they say they have no more feelings for you?
remember how jealous u got when i talked and played around with other guys?
remember how much you cried when i rejected you more than once?
remember how u said sorry to me cos you lost your temper cos you were jealous?
remember how sweet both of us were even though we were not in an open relationship?
remember how you tried not to smoke because i told you not to?
remember how you saved money because i influenced you to?
remember all those sweet goodnight msgs i saved but now it's gone cos my phone spoilt?
i wonder if you still save them..
remember all those happy moments we had when talking on the phone late at night?

do you remember all those nice memories?
i dont want to keep thinking about the past, i want all these to happen again in future.
my future has you in it, you hear me? i want you in my life.
because i love you, and no one can ever replace you.

even if you dont accept me, i wont accept others.
not anymore. because there's only 1 you in the world
and i love you for who you are.

please try to get your feelings back... i'm the only one believing in you...

2011-12-11T22:24:00.002+08:00

sup guys. emo post. alot of words.

i've been thinking alot lately, like ever since i didnt really have the mood to blog that much.
watching videos, shows,working just to keep my thoughts away. but truth is, it just keeps bugging me.
and yes particularly about him, about us.

we've been working and we didnt really talk much at all,
when you go for work, i wake up to text you just for awhile.
after you work, i wait for you to end and sometimes even wait till midnight so we could text a little before u sleep.
and the whole cycle repeats everyday.
when i make plans to meet you, you always cannot make it.
why? why is it that after all the trying, nothing good happens?
am i the one thinking too much? expecting too much?
if you want your feelings to be back, why cant i feel like you're trying?
is it because of your work? that i can understand.
but when you're free, you play games and never took the time we both had for each other.
i push other things aside just to make sure i never lose that chance when you're free.
am i the problem? is this all my fault?

i'm afraid. i'm afraid of this coming new year. i dont want my birthday.
because i will know the answer from you. i'm still trying, even though i'm here complaining and ranting, i will still try.
i hope you will, i wish you would use your chance to meet me.
because if i never initiate all these, i dont think you will.
should i try not to talk to you for 1 or 2 days? to see if you will talk to me?
i really dont know, i want to try. but to me; 1 day is alot to me. because every second with you counts.
i hope things will get better, and that it is better now. i dont wish to ruin things.
i'm sorry but this is bugging me for few days.

i just hope you understand how i feel sometimes,
and i wanna know how you feel too.

I still love you my friend, i miss you alot. i miss webcamming, i miss chatting on msn, i miss those late night phone calls, i miss meeting you to have fun. can i have all those at least by this year?
i'm going to cry and break down now so i'll just stop here.

nights people, blog soon.

2011-12-10T11:43:00.002+08:00

no motivation to blog recently. lazy, tired, moody? maybe but youtube is my distraction hehe.
been watching alot of youtube videos if u all see my fb. if not just stoning infront of the lappy i dono why. i feel like it's a dream everyday ._.

i guess my blog views are lesser too and there's nothing much to blog about since i'm working.

am i meeting you tonight? you never even talk to me much since morning till now.
i guess not, even thought i'll still ask you later.

and sorry for the short little post. i'm just updating to show you all MY FACE.

2011-12-09T10:38:00.002+08:00

hello people! it's like 10.42 am now. and i'm super lazy to blog :/
hehe but i'm listening to music now so i guess i have more motivation to blog :P

yesterday was a super tiring day i dono why, and my eye keeps tearing cos been rubbing it since last night :( no more rubbing! ( sounds so wrong LOL)

work yesterday was super sian cos there was only 9 or 10 people during my shift?!
super sian and my boss was the chef hahaha. it's more fun with him than chef cos he doesnt joke :(
afternoon i went out and gave out the brochures thingy. LOL. like fun only!
3 plus clarie came to find me then did nothing much.
4 plus homed and took a nap till dinner. after dinner bathe then youtube xfactor all the way!

waited for his text at night. even though its always for awhile, i'm more than happy.
i miss you alot... :/

gonna bathe for erica later then bathe myself then prepare go work lo ^^

2011-12-08T21:46:00.002+08:00

hello people! i am so lazy to blog cos i'm tired and catching up on youtube videos.
my current fav photo above ^^

one thing i'm happy about?
i got my name badge! LOL. ikr to some people is nothing, but it's like my first badge (:

okay i will blog tmr morning. sorry for the laziness :P

i miss you boy, it's the 9th day since we broke up...

2011-12-07T22:20:00.002+08:00

i look super unglam and i am super tired today like as if i worked for the whole day.

working tmr from 10am to 4pm so please support me! hehe. especially during afternoon cos there's no one and i get bored and sleepy LOL.

okay update tmr morning or night maybe? gonna sleep soon nights.!

hey boy,thanks alot but you sounded so angry i dont know if you helped me willingly.
but still, thanks alot.

2011-12-07T11:12:00.002+08:00

hello guys! it's 11.16 am. LOL. i didnt blog yesterday night~ ( see fb)
reached home last night at 11.30 plus. i ended work at 10.30 plus but i was intending to wait for him at lot 1 but he was very tired after his work so i went home :/
well at least i tried meeting him (:

work was awesome! it's a tough job but i love it i dono why.
and the photos above is my uniform! so now you all know where i work ey?
there's only 2 outlets in sg, so go and guess which one i go to LOL.

went there early but boss all was late so i wait there and text clarie hahahaaha.
while waiting i saw this guy that kept walking around the whole mall and i guessed he also worked there ._.
and i was right! he's the chef LOL. he look super blur der but he work like a boss okay! LOL.

There was this woman called Phoebe?
1) i didnt know she was pregnant till she sat down
2) i didnt know she was even married cos she looks freaking young
3) she is MY BOSS WIFE. LOL WTF HAHA.

she's a really patient trainer leh, like seriously. but she's from china and i have to speak chinese all the way ._. which was super pek chek for me so all the time i kept quiet unless i had questions. cos it's just so difficult to translate to chinese! LOL. :(

starting had to learn to set up the shop etc, which was kinda busy and i was kinda scared i dono why :/ so many things to do plus counting money which was my freaking weakness LOL.
Phoebe taught me alot of things and she was really patient with me, unlike others who always so pek chek. who wont pek chek when teaching me derh? LOL. she can tahan me leh! ^^

afternoon time was super boring cos there was so little people. i couldnt use phone, couldnt do other things and i wanted to sleep off -.- chef also sian diao LOL.

clarie came to find me in the morning or afternoon i guess but at that time i was either busy or having customers :( but i'm gonna find her later! HAHA.

night time had more customers and was super funny cos there was a group of "ah lians and ah bengs" and they were like what younger than me? LOL. i kept laughing and smiling cos i find it super immature and that someday they will grow up to regret. yes they're funny and all but dont be so vulgar, smoke and tio daiji. you will laugh at yourself next time! LOL.

and then i served them i totally changed the way i talk so i could like " communicate" with them LOL. my chef was laughing i dono why, maybe cos he thought i was a super good girl? ^^ HAHAHAH.

my family went there to support me too! LOL. super happy luh and my bro always um chio like wad only. make me ps LOL.

so many things happen but all in all i really love my job. i feel like i'm there for more than a day alr! and I love my bosses hehe ^^

2011-12-06T07:59:00.002+08:00

morning people! it's 8.02 am :( so early ikr.
woke up at 7.30 cos i have work today!
i waited for him last night when he ended work but i couldnt tahan and slept at 12 :/
gonna bathe, eat then leave house lo. i'm still super stoned so there's nothing to type o.o

so.... yeah. if i'm tired when i come home i wont update till tmr.
work is from 10am-10pm so my fb will be super quiet right! LOL.

and those who are bored. check out
http://www.youtube.com/user/DeeKoshMusiq#p/u/6/cKVx123fDqs
or
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Prn3IICzeKg&feature=autoplay&list=ULFBm73F9uH8o&lf=mfu_in_order&playnext=3

he's kinda funny and his voice is kinda good. aged 24? 1988 lah~

byebye ^^

2011-12-05T20:40:00.003+08:00

Things i got from my USA trip!

not here to hao lian but just to share my joy and show you all what cheap stuff you can get from USA (:
if you think i'm showing off, please get lost (:

COACH WRISTLET! is it even the correct spelling? LOL.
this was from the factory outlets and its freaking cheap okay?!
bought it for $49 or sth and there's still 30%!
proud to say, its the last one there. last silver!
awesome not?! :D

one more photo to hao lian :P jkjk

this is sorta my early birthday present cos Gucci isnt as cheap in USA
all along i wanted a Gucci wallet like this but the designs there werent much.
this is good cos it's half with the design and half without.
havent used it yet due to reasons (:

if you've seen my facebook photos. got this from disneyland!
you tell me i happy anot?! i always see other people going to disneyland and buying this.
i should have bought mickey one since i'm so tom boyish LOL.

mum bought some of these bookmarks and so i took one!
it's freaking 3D! reminds me of Jacob Black HEHE.

happiest buys, starbucks waterbottle!
$12 plus and kinda ex. but the design is so cute! and my parents agreed so why not :D

got this from fransisco. didnt expect to buy an art piece but i'm really loving this painting.
even though it's not from a super awesome painter i still love how he paints it.
it costs $15! he sold it near the roads but i'm really glad i got it ^^

last but not least.... CLOTHING!
Nike, San Fransisco, Polo and Levi's
i swear Levi's is so cheap and the store is freaking huge.
the others are so so (:

not to forget! i got an Adidas watch and GAP jacket.
those two are good bargains too just that i didnt take photo of those!
go to my facebook and all my photos are uploaded like finally hehe.

sorry for the long and delayed post.
to people who know what happened to me :(

2011-12-05T10:21:00.002+08:00

good morning people! it's 10.22am now ^^
i'm much better today, yesterday was just mad.....
he's working today onwards so i guess lesser talking :(
but i'm still trying and never gonna give up ^^
i'm working tmr! and saturday. like 2 days only lmao.
so i'm gonna stay home the whole day today hehe.
gonna watch alot of shows, upload photos on fb blah blah.

so yea. nothing much to blog today also. who want come my house slack also can LOL.
i'm just not going to go out :P

bye!

2011-12-04T21:19:00.002+08:00

no photo here cos i look super unglam and i havent changed at all since i got home.

today was really the longest day ever.

somehow, some time, some day i forgot that we broke up.

and for the entire time we went out i held him, i held his hand, i leaned on his shoulder.

and at the end of the day i got reminded that we already broke up.

i cried for so long and so terribly, realising that we were just friends.

i'm sorry for spoiling the day, but i just couldnt take it.

up till now, your feelings aint back.. i'm afraid of the end of the year.. really i dont want it to happen.

can the world end this december? at least i die without knowing the answer.

ellyne, why am i being so negative? there's still a possibility.

i cant give up yet, i cant be crying all day. i must think of ways to get him back.

even if next year your feelings aint back, i'm still gonna try and not give up.

cos i promised myself that i will try till the very end until one day, i really cannot take it and break away from this ordeal.

i cant say "baby" or "bbw" anymore. but hey best friend, i hope you'll read my blog. Just wanna let you know, i still love you sooooo much <3

2011-12-04T11:43:00.002+08:00

MY GOU GOU IS DONE! :D as usual my bro did most of it LOL.

it's super cute can, like a tiny weeny erica :D

woke up early today. ate breakfast then went bugis to pray~

came home fixed up that lil toy above and here i am blogging ^^

gonna bathe soon then eat lunch. after that go meet baby?

and super fml my funshion cannot load my last episode of Sunny Girl havent watch finish LOL.

shall stop here and update later. byebye! (:

2011-12-03T22:06:00.002+08:00

photo so nice but my elbow like spoiler LOL.

sup guys. i'm home! and i got something from my xiao yi :D

so cute right! it reminds me of the guitar one i bought for baby for his birthday.

he was just my friend during that time and i funnily asked my bro to do half of it cos i dono LOL.

when i saw this i thought it was for erica but when i saw " happy birthday to ellyne!" i was so surprised! haha.

she's always the first few to give me presents and cute ones. the domo so cute lah! wear specs somemore. trying to say it's me LOL.

i'm really damn happy today cos i saw chandler! and he is so sociable now!

he can even make noises and learning to talk abit. you know how happy am i?! :D

he's like my son can. i really hope he will call me or say something soon <3

tmr going out with baby?! i dono why i'm half happy half sad.

i wanna watch breaking dawn! LOL. but i guess he doesnt like it~ :/

listening to Jessie J - Who You Are ^^

update tmr morning or night?

Starting work on either monday or tuesday!

2011-12-03T13:46:00.002+08:00

good evening to bother you! :D

fake it's afternoon now LOL. just finished lunch. listening to a bruno mars song. guess which is my fav now? <3

OH YEAH. GUESS WHAT DAY IS IT TODAY?!

ERICAS BIRTHDAY! :D HAPPY BIRTHDAY! HAHAH.

woke up with you today by my side makes me so happy hehe. do you know today is your birthday?

you're one year older! <3

so anyways, watched Sunny Girl the whole morning. was waiting for babys text but guess not :/

hope one day when he wake up he will text me automatically. sigh. i miss those days...

Second last episode but i'm here blogging. so good right! LOL. dont feel like watching now lah.

going to bathe after i update cos going to ma ma house lo ^^

nothing much to update too. update tonight or tmr kay? :D

baby baby, i've got so many questions to ask and things to tell you but somehow i just cant or dont know how.

i miss you alot, how i wish i can meet you again which is i dono when.

will you initiate to meet me again? i hope so...

2011-12-02T15:26:00.003+08:00

i know i look like i'm naked but see clearly got pink colour! I NOT SO SLUT LOL.

hey guys! second post today cos i have no life. haha fake. bored ah.

currently listening to Bad - The Cab. so nice! finally found this song~

that photo was taken in the afternoon. wanted to blog you know? and guess what?

*phone rings*

Person : hello, ellyne ah?

Me: 你是谁？！( in a super want fight + guailan tone cos i thought someone prank me)

Person: uhh. Kenneth.

Me: HUH? Kenneth?! ( i thought it was my cousin kenneth but actually my boss!)

Me: OH. KENNETH!

Kenneth: yah.. er. i wanna ask if you can come over to set you all up.

Me: oh now?

Kenneth: about 5 plus can? or earlier or later also can.

Me: oh okay can can! have you contacted my other friend?

blah

FROM WANT FIGHT VOICE TO SUPER NICE TONE VOICE LOL.

super ps only heheheheheh!

so yeah thats what happen! i had to chiong to clementi with clarie!

and guess what when i chiong to lot 1 to meet clarie she eating corn in cup LOL.

zai or zai you tell me?

reached there and learnt how to use all the nonsense. had fun crapping around.

boss also quite good lah, not so strict der hehe.

wanted to buy koi after that but super long queue.

NVM WHEN I WORK CAN ALWAYS GO BUY LO YAY :D *squeals*

went to yew tee to buy food nom nom then went home!

bathe, eat dinner and watch tv. talk to mum about my entire afternoon and laugh like mad.

my dad sent my mum funny msgs when they were just a level apart LOL. cute or what?!

okay lah i'm happy now but waiting for him to text me (: ( gosh can i say "baby"?)

update tmr!

talked about so many things on msn with you. i was so touched by some of the things you said.

sometimes i really need to accept the fact that most likely his feelings may not be back.

at least he's still trying. so ellyne please tell myself that! stay positive.

and try my best to get you back. i love you, baby.

2011-12-02T10:27:00.002+08:00

hello readers~

currently watching youtube xfactor. my bro beside me on the bed snoring mad LOL.

i wanna laugh like mad please.

nothing on today. been awake since 8.30 sitting infront of my lappy watching videos i missed during my usa trip.

maybe going out to slack slack later or stay at home whole day lo.

so there's nothing much to update today.

didnt cry at all since morning till now gosh.

nothing much to say ler. update soon~ (:

hey bbw, i miss you so much you know? even though it's only been a day since i saw you.

so many things i wanna talk to you about but sometimes there's just not enough time for me and you.

remember i called you bbw and you called me cbe?

where was that cute and sweet little boyfriend i use to have.

i guess people do change, but i'm still confident i'm able to get you back. i just hope you wont push me further.

hai alright dont feeling like blogging now haha.

buai~

2011-12-01T20:54:00.002+08:00

gosh i dont know if this is correct for you but freak it's quite correct for me and him. SCARY ONLY.

If you were born on the:

1st, 10th, 19th, 28th of any month you are number 1.
2nd, 11th, 20th, 29th of any month then you are number 2.
3rd, 12th, 21st, 30th of any month then you are number 3.
4th, 13th, 22nd, 31st of any month then you are Number 4.
5th, 14th, 23rd of any month then you are number 5.
6th, 15th, 24th of any month then you are number 6.
7th, 16th, 25th of any month then you are number 7.
8th, 17th, 26th of any month then you are number 8.
9th, 18th, 27th of any month then you are number 9.

Number 1
You are smart, a straight talker, funny, stubborn, hardworking, honest, jealous
on a competitive basis, kind hearted, temperamental, friendly, and popular. You
always want to be on the top and most likely to be independent. You are most
likely to fall in love at a young age, but will marry once you mature! You are
likely to have problems with people who have opposite views and you are most
likely to take revenge over your enemies in a long time basis. You are a
spender, but you will have a good profession in the future. If you are guy you
will be very popular. You can go anywhere from the local shop to the heart of
the parliament because you are positive and talented in numerous areas. But in
your life you will always have some people who will work hard to bring you &
your name down. Because of your intelligence, some might hate you. You are a
pioneer, independent & original your best match is 4, 6, 8 while a good match
would be with 3, 5 and 7.

Number 2
No matter what, every one will love you because you are ruled by the Moon. You
day dream a lot, you have a very low-self esteem, you need to have a back up for
every move in your life, you are very unpredictable. You tend to change
according to time and circumstances, selfish, have a very strong sense of
musical and artistic talent and powerful verbal communication. You can be sweet
as an angel and can be ruthless when double-crossed. Some might say you have a
sixth sense. You will become a poet, writer, an artist or a businessperson. You
are not strong in love, so your relationship will be in disarray until you
settle down. If you are a girl, you will be responsible for your family. If you
are a man, you tend to get involve in fights & arguments in the family. You will
sacrifice your life for your family. You are gentle, intuitive with a broad
vision. You make a well-balanced person. Your best match is 2, 7,5, and 9 no
other people can put up with you!

Number 3
You are hardhearted and selfish most of the time. You always tend to have lots
of problems within your family in the early stages but you will be able to cope
with everything. You seem to have your way in everything. And from birth you
would always have to work hard to achieve anything you want. You always make a
point to set examples on others, especially the younger ones. Generally you are
not a cool person. It’s not easy dealing with you. A tough player you are! But
once you are comfortable with someone, it will be a lasting friendship. You
always earn respect from others. Your Ilk seems to have lots of worries and
problems but they won’t be for long. You will have brilliant kids! You love
money a bit too much so temptation will push you to try endlessly. You will look
after your family and help friends, so you will spend a life time just being
generous and kind (except for men born on the 21st). You love your freedom,
creative and ambitious, a person who brings beauty, hope & joy to this world!!!
Your best match 6 and 9. Good match 1, 3, and 5.

Number 4
You are very stubborn, very hard working but unlucky in important matters in
life, very cool and helpful. You might repel people away from you, you may cause
nuisance to others if you area man, as you gifted are with understanding other
people’s problems. If you are a girl, you excel in your studies and arts. If you
are a guy you spend most of your time with girl friends and you tend to have too
much fun with your mates & girls. Your friends will spend your time & money and
get on with their life and you will be left empty handed. So be careful! You
love to spend. Your positive side is that you are always around to help family
and friends. You always fall in love with those younger than you. You often live
with disappointments but you will take good care of your family. You need to be
careful of people who will take advantage of your kind heart (ahaks!). And
beware of your relationships too. You are radical, patient, persistent, and a
hit old-fashioned; you live with foundation & order. Your best match 1, 8. Good
match 5, 6, and 7.

Number 5
You are very popular and you can get things done only by talking. Even to your
enemies! You are business-minded and like to do things spontaneously. You will
be famous if you get involved in any business. Your friends and families will
always ask for your help, and you are the one actually with the money to help
your friends. You will have more than one relationship, but when you settle down
you tend to be selfish. You tend to go for other relationships – even if you are
married at times because of your popularity. You tend to get along easily with
anyone because the numbers is a middle number. You love freedom and changes. You
learn your life through your personal experiences. Your best match 1, 2, Good
match 6, 8.

Number 6
Ooopppss… You were born to enjoy! You don’t care about others. I mean you
always wanted to have a lifetime of enjoyment. You will excel in either
education or business management! You are talented, kind (but with only people
who you think are nice), and popular. All good things come easily to you. Your
mind and body is just made perfect for love. You are loveable by any number. But
if you are a number 6 men, you will be involved in more than a few relationships
until you get married. If you are a girl, most of you will get married/engaged
early. You are a caring person towards your family and friends. You are a person
of compassion, comfort & fairness, domestic responsibility, good judgment, and
after all you can heal this world’s wounds to make peace for everyone because
you have the great power and caring talent to take the world of love one step
further.. Your best match 7, 6, and 9. Good match 4, 5.

Number 7
You are realistic, confident, happy, and talented in education, music, art,
singing, and most importantly in acting. You also have a bad temper! You value
your family status a lot; you will be in the top rank when you reach a certain
age. If you are a guy you are popular with girls. Most of the number 7s faces
lots of problems with their married life. Only a few are happy. You have
everything in your life but with worries throughout your lifetime. You need to
get ready looking for a partner rather than waiting. If you don’t, then you
might end-up being single. You are born to contribute to everyone’s joy. Your
best match is 2. Good matches are 1, 4.

Number 8
You have a very strong personality and people will find it hard to understand
you. You are more likely to suffer in your younger years. You might be also the
one responsible to look out for your family. You often suffer all the way
through life. You will learn life in a very practical way. You are the one who
will fight for justice and may even die in the war too. You are normally very
reserved with a handful of friends and most of the time, live life alone and
always prepared to help others. However, once you settle down, (which is often
late), then your had lucks will disappear. You will face unexpected problems
such as encountering poisonous animals, and accidents. You are highly-
disciplined, persistence, and courageous, and it is your strength that will take
you to success. You are a great part of a family team. You are a fighter! Your
Best match 1, 4 and 8. Good match 5.

Number 9
You guys are the most incompatible people in the world. You are so strong,
physically and mentally. You often have big-aims. You will work hard and will
think it’s still hard to get there, even if you already have gotten there!
Normally you suffer in the early age from family problems and generally you will
have to fight in life. You are respected by others. You were however very
naughty in your childhood, and often got beaten up by your parents and had been
involved in fights and you seemed to have suffered lots of injuries. But when
you grow older you become calm and will fall into the quiet and dignified macho
type. Love is not an easy matter for you. You are however good in engineering or
banking jobs because people always trust you. Your family life is very good, but
you will always worry over your children. Your finer qualities are that you are
humanitarian, patient, very wise & compassionate. You are born to achieve
targets and serve every one equally without any prejudice. You are a role model
for everyone. Your best match 3, 5, 6, and 9. Good match 2.

2011-12-01T16:37:00.002+08:00

hey guys. super cui photo cos i'm crying :/

okayokay after 1/2 hour ler i finally stopped the tears so i can do a proper blog post.

let's start with yesterday aye? (:

yesterday was sooooooooo crazy. it's like up down up down you know!

first thing i went to clementi to meet clarieeeee~ went for the job interview thingy and it was kinda fast.

bought koi! LOL. but wasnt really happy cos it's like day 1 after i broke up :/

clarie ate and chat at some wet market. saw her ah po selling fish. sometimes i wish my family did something like this haha. can experience so much more.

went to her house and saw her painting she did for her ah po. i really miss art! :(

someone buy me paint and canvass cos i wanna paint or draw so badly~~

went to her room and play with ipad. she stalked my fb infront of me. LOL

thick skin or thick skin? bothhh.

told her what happened between me and him but thank god my mood was super stable.

being with her can be so hyper at least.!

watched steven lim LOL. random videos all the way till 2 plus, clarie and i went to meet godrey at np.

took bus to petir there buy breezer for me :D

went there and i saw your house, saw the block we always met. i miss those times...

made me remember of you and it rained super heavily. i wasnt complaining much cos the weather suited my mood. raining plus missing you = perfect match.

there was a "tsunami" while crossing the road LOL! it freaking reached to about my face and the road water splashed onto us. STUPID BUS 190!!

hair and body was all wet like mad but kinda fun. at least i could laugh for awhile ._.

went buy breezer and took shelter at coffeeshop. slack there then clarie needed go shooting and i bang seh her LOL.

i pian her gan qing twice. i hope the water bottle i gave her can bu chang la horh :P

so clarie left then talk talk to godrey till 5 plus. walked to bangkit then go lot 1.

met yong shen gor at nearby block and i remembered you again.

the memories at lot 1. plus i didnt receive your msg at all for the whole day.

i thought we would never talk at all again ...

ys friends went there then i listened to them talk for like few hours.

drank abit. i also bo mood talk.

phone battery was super low and i offed it.

when i was about to leave i on my phone and i saw he text me! i was super happy yet scared.

text him all the way home and all. cried again cos we had h2h talk. really a long day for me.

TODAYYYYY.

i woke up at 11 am -.- so unlike me right.

woke up and saw a msg from him. super surprised. asking me to go to his house.

so i chionged there like mad.

i cried like a mad baby and i even made him cry ... :/

i'm so god damn confused right now and i think i'm sick due to the rain, not eating well and not enough rest.

reached home at 3 plus and watched one episode of sunny girl.

i like really no mood to watch videos or anything now i dono why :(

text him and i cried for like an hour plus cos i am so ocnfused about our relationship.

he's trying his best to get his feelings back and we are best friends.

sometimes i dont even know why i'm crying but maybe cos i'm just so tired of making him try.

i'm cooled down now and he's busy outside so yea. alone alone~

no plans for tmr or anything and i wanna watch breaking dawn! anyone wanna watch with moi? :D

thinking of asking him. ( omg my mind was " thinking of asking baby" ) this shows i still think we havent broke up...

sigh. super fml now right. thanks to those who are by my side and even those facebook friends.

today is the first day of december and gosh it's like a good and bad day.

maybe it's good you know? cos at least he wanted to see how i was. and that we still can talk and fool around like how we used to (:

" i'm still trying because i know you still have feelings for me"

" cos i wanted to know how are you"

" we are best friends"

" i will try! but no promises :/"

hey best friend, i still love you. i'm sorry for crying so badly and making you feel so bad.

dont worry i've suffered worst during this relationship. i'm gonna treat this as another super fucking huge obstacle. i hope both of us will be better soon. I love you <3

2011-11-30T08:51:00.002+08:00

it's so difficult to smile now when i'm alone.

it's just so painful inside while i'm strong on the outside.

woke up at 8 today and i couldnt sleep back. for a moment i thought we were still together.

i didnt cry last night, i was too tired and slept off nearly instantly. he was tired, but i guess he was lying.

i went to my toilet and saw myself in the mirror, tears just rolled down my eyes. i couldnt control it, i kept asking myself what should i do.

" should i just let us be friends?"

" should i try to make things better?"

" should i just let go and let it flow by itself?"

" do i have enough energy to pull through this?"

so many questions in my mind but i know in my heart that i will still try no matter how many times my heart is broken.

i've been hurt so many times in this relationship but nothing is going to stop me.

maybe i'm stupid and keeping all my pride to save this but this is my life, he is my life.

i've really no mood to post about my usa trip. ikr, super spoiler. not today cos gonna be out the whole day i guess.

i need to be busy to keep my thoughts away.

meeting clarie today, at least there's someone to be hyper with (:

thanks to those who tried cheering me up. my mood is just unstable so it's like a woman having pms everyday. so sorry! i'll blog soon. or maybe later at night.

baby, i miss you and i love you. i'll wait for your love to be back, i'll always be with you when you're feeling down. when you need me i'll be there to listen, when you're happy i hope you will share your joy with me. I just wanna be part of your life. lastly, i'm terribly sorry.

2011-11-29T20:14:00.002+08:00

i just broke up.

yes and many people still thought i was single all along.

and yes all along since july i was attatched.

i cant type out too many information here because many people would be reading this (:

many people will ask me if i'm okay.

no i am not okay but i aint crying, yet.

this relationship is the best yet weird one, because it's all about the feelings.

many couples will always break apart due to something particular and for me it is the feelings.

and fyi it isnt me. when it comes to love, it seldom fades. call me despo.

things arent good for this whole while, and i did something wrong that made the whole thing gone.

oh well,

we broke up for the time being.

who is he? i cant tell you. and for those who know, just dont go around saying it out.

but actually its for his sake not mine.

we didnt wanna be in an open relationship, or let's say he.

we wanted to try it out till end of the year. and if nothing happens, we'll be friends.

if there's something, we'll be open.

so i guess 50% you all wont get to know who eh haha kaypos.

i broke down so much but he says he will try his best and he hopes i will too.

i was glad when i saw that (: cos i know my mistake and i will try my best.

even though i used up so much energy just to be with him and making this relationship work,

i know i still have alot more to try till i really give up.

some tell me to just give up, others say i can do better.

i haven't made up a decision up till now, but i know i still cant let go all the way.

so yea, we're not talking for the mean time. i hope i wont cry to sleep tonight.

i dono how he feels now. sad, angry, disappointed. or all?

why do i seem so confident that i can get him back? is it my problem? is there sth wrong with me?

you know i pray so hard and i hope god will notice me and whatever i've done.

when i go to usa i pray he's safe and well, whenever i see sth nice i always hope he's here to experience something he has never seen before.

he is my top priority. and i will do anything to get his love back.

i know i've typed alot of crap here but this is just what i'm thinking and got to say.

i'm just feeling unstable and i can just cry or laugh anytime. so i'm sorry if sometimes i just ignore you or reply a little and suddenly go bonkers~

i know most likely you wont be even looking at my blog but baby i still love you and i will try my best to get us back.

i know you keep pushing me away and think that i'm mad cos i keep pulling you back.

the reason is that i know you're the right one for me. you indirectly saved my life from my past and you changed my perspective of life. i may have hurt you many times but please know i dont mean it.

i hope to receive your text soon cos i'm constantly checking my phone even though there's no vibration.

i love you.

2011-11-29T14:15:00.009+08:00

heyhey people! it's like 3 plus now and raining madly. been sitting here since 1 or sth :x

backside hurts a little LOL.

woke up at 8.30 cos i'm supposed to collect my phone and dentist.

went all the way to vivo and was so tired -.-

phone data all gone, contacts,music,messages and photos...

everything me and baby had all gone.

it really sucks are things are alr bad enough and this has to happen.

is this like meant to be? or can i create brand new memories with him over again?

and i even cried cos of this. i know most likely you wont be reading this but you still mean so much to me.

took my phone, went to clementi. framed up a painting i bought from USA hehe.

went dentist, did a check and cleaning. the entire time out i was so cold i dono why :(

am i like half sick? o.o

reached home to eat lunch. and yea sat here watching youtube!

gosh so many videos to catch up on. and the rain makes me so tired and lovesick :'(

while watching videos i finally uploaded photos for my USA trip!

the reason why i upload in my blog and not facebook first is cos i wanna publish my blog LOL.

so you all can read more and not only see photos la! so many i not so bad de okay! HEHEHE.

so yeah........................

DAY 1 IN USA.

first photo taken! buying sweet and nonsense in Singapore airport.

i look so happy! IKR! cos i am wearing Hello Kitty F3

another photo. excited much!

little chloe! the air stewardess gave her the Guess Who? game!

so many planes~~~

mummy and daddy!

xiao yi and chloe~

waiting time to fly off was super longggggg

up up here we go! :D

i eat kids meal like a boss. LOL. i duno.

guess what movie i'm watching?! :D

touching down TO USA!!!

our photographer on standby mode :P

we were at Anaheim! my uncle always say "Ana AHEM" LOL

in the coach bus! everyone wearing jackets all!

our wonderful tour guide Isabel! i still dono her race lmao. she's indian but speaks both fluent english and chinese! can i be like her? XD

wearing my windbreaker LOL. my winter jacket dono at where~

checking in our first hotel! or inn? heh.

my luggage! i love the colour!

just to remember in case i got lost LOL.

cozy lil space <3

does hello kitty look cuter than me?!

Holiday Inn!

Isabel bringing us to places near our hotel. weather so nice! like air con~

a group of 28 people. nearly full

first place we went walking was like a supermarket called Target.

IT SELLS NEARLY ALL THE CRAP I TELL YOU.

it's a one floor large ass place to shop.

shoes, hats, tops, blah blah, food, battery. SIAOEH!

cant even see how deep it goes! ( that's what she said :P )

two photo bombs heh.

i told my mum she should buy this hat to prevent the sun light LOL.

time to show off my winter jacket! super ex!

BUT ITS FREAKING GOOD. i'm not cold a single bit!

look at the super big pop corns etc.

i say their for hardcore gamers. LOL!

just sit there play and eat. can last for damn long.

seeing this makes me remember art! i really miss art.

the smell of paint, the feeling of the canvas, the pencil shading, the noise we made.

art isnt just a subject, it means many things to me <3

thats all i had for day one! we had subway for dinner and i got really dizzy at night.

i felt like i was floating on air or something.

and one thing about usa is that the traffic lights are super fast okay! once u delay walking abit you gg alr~

bathed, used facebook to talk to baby and slept.

it was really difficult to talk to baby cos the time difference was really difficult for us :/

i guess he didnt really bother or mind at all.

you know i grasp any chance i could get to use the internet just to talk to you?

oh well. thats all, will continue tmr! :P

2011-11-28T21:46:00.002+08:00

hello people! reached home yesterday at 3 plus afternoon.

baby was working. i took a nap and packed my stuff,

really wasnt feeling well and i dono why. pms? -.-

watched youtube the entire night. didnt blog or on the lappy! i swearrr.

too tired okay. use ipad only.

waited for baby to end work and text me.

things didnt go well, he wasnt in the mood so i slept. after all the wait sigh...

today morning went breakfast. came back and continue unpacking.

used ipad, ate lunch, bathe, went tp!

fetched er yi and kelly and drove to tp.

talked non stop otw there luh! oh and ps tp means toa payoh which means my ah ma house! <3

reached there and talked non stop about the trip etc. so many jokes and nonsense to update my cousins.

didnt text baby, i dono why. things are just changing.

dinner was at some restaurant. i ate porridge and so little. super tired and no mood and no appetite!

reached home and wanted to webcam with baby but couldnt.

he now also gonna sleep ler.

sigh.

i will be posting a daily post from day 1 to 1o/11 days from my trip soon.

still got alot of packing of room and settling down.

so here's just some pictures to let you all see a lil hehe.

and if you realised my entire post got no hyperness or "LOL" at all!

i'm really super tired and shagged.

hope things will get better soon.

will blog tmr alrights?

2011-11-16T22:13:00.002+08:00

i know right. super emo picture.

it's 10.15pm and i got home at 9pm.

bathed and all, pack my luggage and i'm here posting!

cried while bathing gosh. i dont like going oversea. just feels like i'm leaving for good.

plus now that i'm attatched, oh em geeee :'(

okay so morning me and bro brought eric cut hair. ( as what i said in my previous post)

ate lunch and watched Sunny Girl.

1 plus wanted to leave house ler but erica was ready for collection! LOL.

i no have a picture of her :(

continued watching Sunny Girl instead of leaving house LOL.

wanted to watch finish one episode heh.

so left house at 2 plus so i took a cab to baby's house.

took so long to find a taxi and the man sent his mum home first LOL.

this kind of customer so good can?! okay luh cos i was despo to go baby house asap :>

reached baby house and stayed there for an hour or so.

i cried! :( i told myself not so :(

but i'll really miss baby.

never go oversea when you have a boyfriend. LOL. jkjk i'll still love and miss him ^^

i'm alr missing him now!

chionged and cabbed AGAIN to justina house cos i was freaking late.

daddy told me to have dinner there hehe. so played wii!

and yea, i said wanna take photo.

my camera only have one. LOL.

was just having so much fun luh, plus texting baby.

i rather capture the moments myself in my heart than using the camera hehe.

this is my cousin kelly! LOL.

i dono why i look so happy HAHA.

gonna wake up at 5.30am tmr but who cares cos i'm boss. LOLJK.

bet i cant even sleep luh. will talk to baby, watch youtube etc.

cos i got freaking 18 hours to sit on the plane tmr -_-

and baby if you're reading my blog cos i will tell you to do so hehe.

i'll remember your promise, i'm a happy girl today :3

remember to open the thing i gave you from tmr onwards!

I LOVE YOU.

okay super mushy right, i stop here. LOL!

GOODBYE PEOPLE! I'LL BE BACK ON THE 27TH!

I'LL MISS SINGAPORE! :D

2011-11-16T11:00:00.002+08:00

GOOD MORNING!

it's 11.11 AM! i woke up at 8 plus but facebook has so many notifications over and over!

so i ate breakfast and watched abit of Sunny Girl!

bro and i brought erica to cut hair hehe.

came home and my bro used my lappy so draggggggg. LOL.

a confession to make! most of my photos are all the old ones cos i look super unglam now with my long bangs etc -_-

plus i've been so busy, my room is in a big mess cos of O's and i have no time to camwhore okay!

so nah i give nice nice picture to lie to you all. LMAO
and yea even my hair is super messy now i dono why even though i trimmed it not long ago :(

unlike the one above!

gonna meet baby to pass him sth i guess, spend abit of time i hope :(

my last time seeing him before i go USA!

then gonna go justina house to play wii. gosh i miss cousin time!

must must take photo! LOL.

i will blog at night to give my last post before i leave tmr!.

love you all! :D

2011-11-15T23:02:00.004+08:00

I AM HOME PEOPLE! like 30 mins ago but yeah LOL.

facebook is a major distraction can!

this is the first time i blogged about what i did outside since last year!

gosh how i really missed it.

sorry i have no pictures cos i was really enjoying my day kekekeke.

fought with baby in the morning over some lame stuff, i hope he's not angry now!

took bus all the way to bugis, was typing a msg to baby and i look down then wanted to vomit!

one random lady made us laugh all the way to the ticket counter LOL.

super fml, i'm still 15 and i cant watch NC16 movie.

wanted to watch you are the apple of my eye! STUPID LUHH.

please luh i'm 1995 leh, count 16 can anot?!

walked to iluma and try again, they say cannot LOL.

wanted to watch footloose but 5 plus start -_-

sooooooooooooooo.

WATCHED IN TIME!

okay before that went to eat lunch, i eat so slow :( can someone be ever patient with me?!

was late for the movie! lucky baby not so angry :/

movie was alright. so many kissing scene, baby keep using jacket cover my face LOL!!

the show was okay but the ending was kinda -_-

like when u watch the ending then u like O_O then -_- "like that end uh?" LOL.

had major major chest problem! i'm so scared one day i really faint or what lor!

and when i say chest problem, my chest hurts and heart will pain.

IT ISNT THAT CHEST PROBLEM. ( if u really get what i mean heh~)

went to buy KOI! LOL LIKE FOR MY WHOLE O LEVEL NO KOI AND I MANAGE TO SURVIVE.

baby wanted me to bring his jacket to USA. i really wanted to :( but i cant think of any excuse to tell my parents or family. sian diao!?

walk around bugis then stupid yet lovely baby (LOL) buy cigg~ walk here and there then baby send me to mrt hehe (:

WENT TO CLEMENTI MALL!

walk around while waiting for DA XIAO JIE CLARIE WHO SPRAINED HER FOOT TODAY BUT STILL CAN LAUGH ABOUT IT! LOL.

was at library reading then went to eat dinner with her.

super epic cos we order wrong then not enough money. LOL!

not gonna say it in detail cos it's super ps for us okay!

more ps for me is i wanted to buy her dinner to celebrate her early birthday cos i go USA ler.

AND I NO ENOUGH MONEY LMAOO LOL

*awkward silence*

walked to clarie house downstairs to chat for like 1 hour plus!

was so afraid i would get lost LOL.

but hey i'm home safely. not bad for this ellyne leh! XD

okay and here's another pic of me. see my necklace.

clarie asked me what necklace is that and after i said it was my luggage key.

she burst out laughing for like dono how long. LOL WTF?

okay yes i know it's weird but i'm really afraid that i will lose it!

it's my bao bei!

i am really crazy sometimes.......................

okay so now i'm here on my bed with no lights typing this. and i dono why i said this LOL.

oh how i miss this life so much!

and i forgot to bring sth to baby, stupid fight made me so angry till i forgot :(

facebook is spamming me like mad LOL.

guess i wont be watching Sunny Girl till tmr morning ><

will be back tmr! BYE BYE!

2011-11-15T10:00:00.002+08:00

hello everyone! it's the end of O's gosh. and the only thing i cant wait for is going to USA.

nothing about coming back home because i think it'll be a terrible holiday for me.

Going out with baby today ^^

didnt feel like it but i guess that's the only chance bah.

wanted him to send me home but i guess not. i'm going to fly away alr and i just wished that could happen :(

been struggling so much over this lately, my mood is like super unstable.

kinda sorry that i got angry with baby cos his pre paid low then cant msg.

i'm afraid what will happen after i come back from USA. really.

ahh gonna watch abit more of Sunny Girl, then go bathe and prepare go out lo.

i'm ellyne, i'm a strong girl! cannot give up. *smile*

2011-11-14T09:05:00.002+08:00

good morning people! ^^

it's currently 9.56 am! i'm currently watching Sunny Girl! LOL.

yesterday wasnt a good day for me, but still happy cos i owed baby a mac donald meal!

happy to meet him yesterday finally :')

havent eat breakfast yet :( waiting till 11 eat ler then go sch for last paper!

going to toa payoh later to do sth then dinner out! not sure with who yet LOL.

last paper today! i didnt really study much :(

physics should be okay but chemistry i hosehliao!

oh well i will do my best later on hehehe ^^

well well well, look whats!

packed my luggage yesterday morning! kinda excited but i'm more excited going out with baby tmr!

nah, a photo for you all cos i just woke up F3.

blog soon! maybe tonight? maybe tmr?

i'll try to do a last post before i GO FOR USA!!!!!

2011-11-12T11:56:00.002+08:00

*failed wink*

da jia hao! rotting at home as usual again.

it's gonna rain soon! ```````````````

last night watched steven lim video and it was super hilarious.

seriously, i'm not saying this to him directly but if you wanna scold someone please scold in your best language. if not you're just embarrassing yourself. LOL.

X Factor is getting more and more interesting and i hope next week when i go USA i can watch it on tv! LOL.

it's like i'm there and the whole competition is going on! * squeals*

not sure what i'm gonna do in the afternoon, study a little or maybe watch show.

wonder what's baby doing now :(

dinner out or home? hmmmm.

OH YEA ART PHOTOS I FOUND IT HEHEHE.

i miss my art family alr.

their the ones that make me laugh and enjoy art lessons.

all the horny, noisy, crazy people.

i get to know more seniors and i've never regretted knowing them :D

i will really miss all the noise and especially mr yeo.

AHHHH I WANNA GO OUT WITH YOU ALL SOON!!! <3

5 MORE DAYS TO USA WEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE

2011-11-11T22:46:00.001+08:00

currently using ipad to post. only realised it now! LOL.

2011-11-11T11:26:00.002+08:00

it's 11/11/11!

hey people! as u can see today is an awesome date!

nothing special though. wanted to go out with baby. but guess not :/

yesterday mt paper was super sian luh. harder than the previous one.

slept for long! was super tired i dono why :(

gonna be a boring day today. stay at home watch video etc.

going to lot 1 awhile then come home ler.

so many things to type out here. but i know i will cry while i type and say it out here.

so no more crying for me!

update soon!

GOING TO USA ON THE 17 NOV! LESS THAN A WEEK!!!

2011-11-09T13:15:00.002+08:00

SUP ALL OMG ELLYNE IS BACK?! AHAHAHAHAHAA. I'M BACK TO BLOGGING DAMMIT MISS IT SO MUCH!

today is 9 Nov 2011! My last post was 9 Nov 2010!

how much of a coincidence! i didnt expect this would happen.

Decided to come back to blogging long ago but i really dont have time :(

Intended to blog after Os, but i just cant resist. LOL.

blogskin not changed cos it's still the best hehhehe <3

Left MT and Sci MCQ paper. Feels like O's are over alr XD

gonna try to blog as often cos i really fucking miss it.

Currently at home rotting :(

TOO MANY THINGS TO UPDATE ABOUT MY LIFEEE.

so just freaking stalk me in facebook larh. LOL

2010-11-09T14:08:00.001+08:00

i know i haven't updated for so long.
no mood to blog for the time being.

will post here asap alrights? (:

2010-10-30T20:17:00.000+08:00

too lazy to blog.

tmr? :D

2010-10-29T16:05:00.002+08:00

i played viwawa the entire day. LOL.

i leveled twice, freaking tired yeah.

nothing to update. hope my dad will return me lappy today! :(

DAY 6: A STRANGER

and this is a strange topic to talk about HAHA.

strangers are very sensitive people to me. cos i go by their first impression

looks and the way they act etc.

so if you see me, smile! and i'll love you alr. LOLOL

seriously dont know what to type larh. hahahahahaha

2010-10-28T11:52:00.003+08:00

hello! didnt update for yesterday cos played viwawa!

did play today. leveled up again ley! HEHEHE.

school ended damn early todayl AWESOME!

morning cleaned the class, laughed as usual. jermyn is angry with me again LOL

let's hope he'll be okay next year. LOLOL

did nothing much, collected report book!

i got promoted! but results is so wth lor :(

went to hall for celebration;

MY BABY SHENG HAN WAS INFRONT OF US LOL

it's called fate. HAHAHAHAHAH!

had an awesome time there cos i was so sleepy but sheng han was so funny.

miss him loads! LOL;

farewell to mdm heng, mr heng and mr malik? :(

i will really miss the two MR! ><

tmr no school, gonna vww whole day :D

DAY 5 : MY DREAMS

are dreams meant to be unfulfilled? then i think i know the right answer : be a singer.

LOL.

i know that's wierd but i've been singing in showers since young

and the thing is i sing songs i dont even know, like what comes out of my mouth then i sing.

thats why i always bathe so long. i'm always dreaming of singing infront of a croud.

a school or an outdoor space.

isnt that great to do that?

i've even composed songs. it's really fun to do that.

no one knows my voice, cos i think it kinda sucks.

i'm really motivated to do sth dumb. wont say it here. LOL.

oh well. now everyone knows what is my dream :P

2010-10-27T16:09:00.002+08:00

DAY 4: YOUR SIBLING ( CLOSEST RELATIVE)

my sibling's my bro. one and only bro

and only to find out that he hasn't the same blood as me~ things are still the same.

we always fought like any other typical families but always had our greatest moments.

both of us were so close, slept together, played together, danced together,cooked together, ate together, watched tv together, played wii together.

even though he's in army now and has a girlfriend, more fights are coming along and we're getting further apart.

well i just got to say that that's life and people do change. but no matter what, we're still close and never had nothing much to say.

it's really fun having a elder bro. a much elder bro. the one that helps me in everything, cooks for me sometimes, helps me doing art and nearly everything that has got to do with IT.

he's photography skills are awesome, his cooking skills are awesome. and off cos, his humor!

maybe after a few years he's gonna get married, but he'll still be my bro, forever and ever :D

2010-10-25T13:25:00.002+08:00

DAY 3 : YOUR PARENTS.

the 2 people i saw when i opened my eyes for the first time.

and it's such a coincidence that my daddy birthday is today! ^^

i bought a cake for him~ strawberry light cheese cake, 16.80. and i realised i lost $10

WHO STOLE IT?! :(

i suspect when we were doing the brazillian shit. sighhhhhhh

BACK TO MY PARENTSSSSSSSSS.

my parents are just such wonderful people, even though our age gaps are big.

it's also fun to talk to them, and they always teach me in proper ways.

i'm happy and grateful that i have a wonderful family.

if my dad wasnt strict, i wouldnt be that disciplined.

but still, i'm using my lappy without him knowing ><

i know he's helping me, but confiscating it makes me feel unsafe. you know? LOL

no matter how wrong i am, i know they'll always forgive me.

and i'll always be their baby in their eyes :3

OKAY.

school was alright.

i'm thinking that i'm going to express next year.

OMG? IS THIS TRUE?

but why aint i happy? ><

who knows.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DADDY!

nothing much to say alr. talking to joshua now. HAHA <3

2010-10-24T21:24:00.003+08:00

DAY 2 : YOUR CRUSH.

i have many crushes since i was primary 1.

some are just so dumb and funny cos everyone's acting.

some crushes led to a relationship but it ended without tears.

this time it's a huge crush, i wanna say love. but i know after awhile, i'll really forget you

and i will remember all the happy memories we had just for the 3 short months.

i will be laughing and thinking why didnt i move on?

you're the biggest crush i ever had. and it's really so strong.

i have wasted so much tears on you, did you?

i think you wouldnt, maybe you are. but i keep choosing that you wont.

cos i think you dont really bother.

i'm missing you so much and i'm always dreaming that both of us can be together again.

but i know i wouldnt accept you IF you really asked me.

i'm thinking of both sides. which really irritates me.

yesterday was the 23rd.

i was happy and strong, i didnt drop a single tear.

but today? my heart's feeling a little sour.

i dont know if i can cry, all i know is that i really want you to say

" no matter whether you promote or not, i'll love and stay with you forever"

but there's no forever, and this's just a crush. right? (:

i forgot to inform everyone that i had curly hair!

LOLOLOL.

i forgot when but i twisted my hair and tied it for 4 hours.

IT'S CURLY. AND NICEEEE

the picture cant show it clearly :(

and what's worst? it only lasted for 5 mins

someone commented in facebook that i had to do it for 8 hours.

OH-NO! ><

but hey! i was laughing and was so happy! i'm so gonna do it again.

FOR EIGHT FREAKING HOURS! :(

went to grandma house today.

kinda happy. listened to muttons cd.

eat and eat.

CHANDLER IS FREAKING CUTE NOW.

i dont have much time to talk about this.

cos i need off soon :(

many pics to upload BUT i cant on my lappy bluetooth.

awesome not? teehee.

tmr's post exam. bored ttm, and maybe tmr's the day to know if i'm dropping to na.

MUHAHAHAHAHAHAH.

DAD'S BIRTHDAY TMR! AND IF I DROP, THATS HIS BIRTHDAY PRESENT.

YAY (NOT)

2010-10-23T08:46:00.003+08:00

The 30 days letter.
got this from regina's blog :O

Day 1 — Your Best Friend

Day 2 — Your Crush

Day 3 — Your parents

Day 4 — Your sibling (or closest relative)

Day 5 — Your dreams

Day 6 — A stranger

Day 7 — Your Ex-boyfriend/girlfriend/love/crush

Day 8 — Your favorite internet friend

Day 9 — Someone you wish you could meet

Day 10 — Someone you don’t talk to as much as you’d like to

Day 11 — A Deceased person you wish you could talk to

Day 12 — The person you hate most/caused you a lot of pain

Day 13 — Someone you wish could forgive you

Day 14 — Someone you’ve drifted away from

Day 15 — The person you miss the most

Day 16 — Someone that’s not in your state/country

Day 17 — Someone from your childhood

Day 18 — The person that you wish you could be

Day 19 — Someone that pesters your mind—good or bad

Day 20 — The one that broke your heart the hardest

Day 21 — Someone you judged by their first impression

Day 22 — Someone you want to give a second chance to

Day 23 — The last person you kissed

Day 24 — The person that gave you your favorite memory

Day 25 — The person you know that is going through the worst of times

Day 26 — The last person you made a pinky promise to

Day 27 — The friendliest person you knew for only one day

Day 28 — Someone that changed your life

Day 29 — The person that you want tell everything to, but too afraid to

Day 30 — Your reflection in the mirror

everyone knows who my best friend is,

it's even stated on the right.

but i dont really know how to define a best friend.

i would say we're close friends.

maybe my best friend is shirleen, cos we've been talking to each other for a long time.

i do miss her alot. and we have never quarelled before.

everytime we talk, there's no such thing as an awkward ending.

she's really my best friend, but not close. cos we're in diff sch :(

so maybe she's my best friend and desiree is my close friend :D

2010-10-22T08:56:00.002+08:00

MORNING PEOPLE!.

i know i've been neglecting this blog for almost a week.

been watching glee since last week. HAHA :P

left 2 more episodes or something. so i'll update more often already (:

there's no sch today cos its promotion day. sighhhhhhh -.-

watched amazing race and kevjumba got 4th place! AWESOME NOT.

he's so fucking smart. 10 STARS FOR HIM!

and his dad's so cute. LOL!!

gonna eat breakfast, watch glee finish.

CHIONG VIWAWA ALREADYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY.

2010-10-19T15:06:00.000+08:00

i've been watching glee everyday.

i'll try to post by this sunday yeah? :D

2010-10-17T21:36:00.001+08:00

love this pic. i'm really too tired to post. maybe because my mood's really bad.

bye

2010-10-15T20:04:00.000+08:00

i'm really so tired today. who knows why? but bye.

2010-10-14T15:22:00.001+08:00

too tired to post. tmr then

2010-10-13T20:31:00.002+08:00

played viwawa the entire day, packed my table, went for a jog.

and sch's tmr!

Honestly, I'm scared to get too close to people. It seems that everytime I get close to someone, they always have a reason to leave later on. Maybe it's fate teaching me that life goes on, or maybe I just trust the wrong people.

2010-10-13T08:45:00.000+08:00

gonna viwawa and read story book whole day

LOL.

thats called marking day :P

2010-10-12T20:19:00.003+08:00

went to lot 1 borrow books.

i think i'm gonna spend my day reading tmr. NERD TIME :D

well. there's actually nth much to say.

spammed + over dued photos.

too many. i'm sherious. HAHA

it's like 37 + 50 photos.

therefore my fb album name is OHHHHMYYYYGOOOOD.

LOL

2010-10-12T15:11:00.001+08:00

exmas have ended. i dont feel a single thing at all :/

maybe because i know i'm gonna use the com the whole day. and i'm mentally prepared

rather than screaming like the previous ct2. LOL

art was nonsense larhs. jermyn laughed at me LOL.

nth much to update

i slept for aobout 2 hours and now i'm having stomach pain ( ahem).

there's no sch tmr! wanna go scape but looks like i only have my family.

or maybe no one.

Do you know whats hard about being too strong? Nobody might care to ask if you are hurt.

2010-10-11T18:35:00.003+08:00

1. Where did you take your profile pic?

Room

2. What exactly are you wearing right now?

Shirt and shorts

3. What is your current problem?

Missing someone which isnt what you all think. LOL

4. What makes you happy most?

seeing jermyn or just looking at you <3

5. What's the name of the song that you're listening to?

Currently not listening.

6.Any celeb you would marry?

Nope.

7. Name someone with the same birthday as you?

this sounds pathetic, but no. LOL! ( there's one but we lost contact )

8. Ever sang in front of a large audience?

i think so? forgot.

9. Has anyone ever said you look like a celebrity?

NO. LOL

10. Do you still watch kiddie movies or kiddie TV shows?

duh.

11. Do you speak any language?

Yeah.. like what i'm typing now?

12.Do you ever watch MTV ?

yes, but only from youtube T.T

Chapter 1:

1. Nickname(s): Elizabelle or Xxia0xinX

2. Current location: My room

3. Eye color: Not sure :O

Chapter 2:

1.You call a question a chapter?: you call youself a quiz?

2.Do you get along well with your parents? fights and all but always okay :D

Chapter 3: Favorites

1. Ice cream : Choc and chip :D

2. Shampoo/conditioner: Pantene and Dove

3.Person/People: People who make me insane :D

Chapter 4: Do You...

1. Dance in the shower? yes. HAHAHAAHAH. but not really, no space -.-

2. Do you write on your hand? i'm a hardcore hand-writter. LOL

3. Call people back? yesss

4. Believe in love? hello? -.-

5. Any mental health issues? on the outside no. internally maybe. HAHA

Chapter 5: Have You..

1. Broken a bone? dont think so

2. Sprained anything? dont think so too x.x ( i'm such a spoiled brat LOLOL)

3. Had physical therapy? yes

4. Gotten stitches ? nope

5. Taken painkillers? yea

HOW I END MY SENTENCES

1. I love: the people who love me :D

2. I don't understand: alot of stuff. especially you

3. When I wake up in the morning: Look at my phone.

4. Life is full of: dirt and candy. cos it sucks alot like a vacuum cleaner and can be really sweet at times :D

5. I get annoyed very quickly when: People disturb me or shout at me for no reason -.-

7. Female Dogs are: example me and my dog. HAHAHAHAHAHAA

8. Cats are: scary, kittens arent :3

9. Tomorrow is: a day after today which is tuesday which is also the day before wednesday and it's my art paper. LOL

10. I have a low tolerance for: immature people or people who want attention -.-

11. If I had a million dollars I would: give my parents and bro 1/2 some to my maid. donate to whoever charity and the rest IS MINE. MUAHAHAHA (stop dreaming larh ellyne! ) LOL

2010-10-11T10:47:00.002+08:00

HELLO :D

i'm home, and i so tired. wanted to sleep when i reached home.

in the end came home helped bro comb eric hair. then jermyn call me skype. LOL.

talked awhile only cos play wii with bro.

i really so noob alr lor! LOL

too long never play ><

play until lunch time. ate lunch and now i'm here

i cant sleep cos i needa art. i really so lazy to do can! :(

i need to talk to someone ( maybe jermyn) then can do plus laugh together. HAHA

call him never pick up :(

today physics paper was so much better than the rest.

i hope i really can pass

always fail by 5 marks -.-

damn tired. BYEBYE

2010-10-10T12:10:00.002+08:00

HELLOOOO. it's 101010! HOOORAY LOL.

i'm just being too excited. cos it feels like its a new year! ><

wished so many people and talk rubbish. also dono why. muahaha.

gonna have tuition soon eh. morning did art.

i just realised i need to spend more time next year on art :(

and i'm really afraid! ( says elizabelle) LOLOLOL.

and sorry if there was quite a number of typos in previous post.

i'm too lazy to change or edit it :D

gonna go lot 1 mac find mr chia for physics.

i'm scared for tmr! ><

but hey! at least i get to get out of this house? hohoho

2010-10-09T22:12:00.000+08:00

Why was Snow White given a poisoned apple?  >To show us that not everyone is gonna be kind & not everyone is really who they say they are.

Why did Cinderella run away at midnight? >To remind us that everything does have its limitations, even dreams.

Why did Ariel exchange her fins for feet? >To show us that people are willing to give up anything to be with who they love & to just be happy.

Why did Aurora sleep for 100 years? >To tell us that you might have to wait for quite some time for your true love to come along, sometimes very long, but it’s worth it.

Why did Princess Jasmine fall for Aladdin? >To let us know that what the heart wants, it wants it no matter what.

Why was Belle in love with a Beast? >To remind us that you can’t really help what’s on the outside, but if the inside is beautiful, then nothing will stand in the way of your love.  

mostly for you..

got it from chantel blog (:

2010-10-09T20:07:00.006+08:00

ellyne + elizabelle :D

was bored during the afternoon while doing art.

weather was freaking hot, so i did lesser work :( if not could do more of art

and i only finished the first page. YAY!!

( Ellyne : seriously, i dont think i have the time to finish )

( Elizabelle : seriously, you actually can. just that you keep using your laptop for OTHER STUFF)

this aint split personality. LOL. i'm just random :D

well many people asked why i call myself elizabelle.

and in the first place this name doesnt suit me so well if you know me.

but if you see this....

awww. aint that cute? LMAOOOO!

as in if random ppl who dont know me and looking at this picture.

i look "cute" but in real life.

unlike elizabelle-type. get it? :P

main reason why i use elizabelle cos i loved the name Belle.

if there was any princess game or what, i would call myself Belle ><

but if i was a "teacher" i would write Ms Elizabeth Yeo. AND I HAVE PROVE! it's in my lame file.

last year i suddenly realised that my real name ELLYNE starts with an E and ends with an E too.

therefore i combined them together. ELIZABELLE.

i dont know why i'm explaining.

( elizabelle: cos i have no one to talk to in the cyber world)

(ellyne: oh shut up elizabelle! YOU HAVE FRIENDS! i dont :( )

LOL. i'm so mad. AND JOKING :D

basically i love my real name, i love it alot.

but for privacy ( which actually i dont really bother) in the cyber world, i use the name elizabelle.

and to be honest. i get compliments that elizabelle it's a nice name! LOL

but i tell them my real name too, I'M HONEST ^^

i'm doing all those "elizabelle:" and "ellyne:" thingy cos both of them have different personalities.

okay, let me do a lame testimonial of both of them. treat me like a teacher. LOL

( i'm really so bored i just keep on typing what i'm thinking. mua-heheheh)

ELLYNE is a very chor lor girl and she's a very practical person. She very protective of the people around her and can be violent when boys tease her. Ellyne may seem fierce but in her heart she really cares for the people around her. Sometimes, elizabelle may go into her soul and can be really gentle and times. Ellyne is unlike elizabelle who doesnt know how to make people happy as she isnt good with words. Ellyne only trusts herself and elizabelle.

ELIZABELLE is more of a gentle character in the cyber world. She does not bully people who are weak in games and she loves to be happy. Her trade mark : LOLOLOL. She also likes to help people and are seldom fierce but when she is, part of ellyne goes into her soul. Elizabelle loves to game, chat with people and the thing she is always willing to do is cheer people up. Elizabelle only trusts herself and ellyne.

LOL. it sounds damn freaky lorhs. MUAHAHAHA.

okay thats it alr. shall stop if not i'm really mad :P

trust no one but only myself (:

2010-10-09T11:00:00.002+08:00

sorry i cant make the photo bigger.

i'm too lazy to go mozilla just to resize it. HAHA

well, changed pic again. this is really nice!

i never once said edited pictures were ugly LOL. edit as in change colour, no photoshop!

and this is really cool. i was just choosing how many photos i wanted and i tried out this

i love that webby, dont wanna say it out. muehehehe~

there's actually nth to update cos i'm just gonna stay home the entire day besides tuition.

my art is not done yet. hehehehehehehe.

i'm just bloody bored so decided to update. aint i good? :D

dl-ed maple but cant play it. this is freaking fail LOL

oh well. hope my bro will help me and not tell me to re-dl.

then i'm real failure. muahaha!

so yea. byebye!

and sorry if my post are all white colour cos their short posts and i wont colour it unless it's a long one :D

2010-10-08T22:59:00.001+08:00

i'm currently on skype with jermyn and kok liang.

DAMN FUNNY OKAY LOL

2010-10-08T12:51:00.002+08:00

all my life, i've tried

to make everyone happy while i,

just hurt and hide

waiting for someone to tell me it's my turn to decide.

hello everyone. today's a better day then last night.

was horrible, but at least there's this boy that always pei me. even though he dont know how to console me. hehe <:

maths p.2 was so much easier i swear. but if i studied that 2 questions i wouldnt have wasted the how many awesome marks ><

science mcq was okay. kinda tired and slack. thats the problem when its going to be the last paper and it's a friday. BUAAH

went to buy bubble tea, waited for bus so long. sat there for a long long time~

homed and using lappy. gotta do my art tmr okay!

gonna slack the entire day. hehe

OKTO's making me and my bro laugh like shit. sore throat's gonna come back cos of all the laughter.

LOL

2010-10-07T10:42:00.002+08:00

hello hello hello.

geo today was horrible. all my exams this time isnt good! :(

no mood to update yea.

2010-10-07T00:25:00.002+08:00

before i do my update and reason of my HIATUS.

EPIC MOMENT OF 5TH OCT 12.05

my parents went to a funeral so i took the lappy

talked to my friend through webcam. suddenly my parents came home

i had no time to keep it back so i hide it in my drawer

dad didnt realise. BUT I'M STILL FUCKING SCARED.

i know it's epic cos i'm still using it -.-

and that friend of mine still disturbing me OMG LAAAA.

i'm so afraid he'll know. i'll seriously die.

THANK GOS PLEASE SAVE MEEEEEEEEEEE!!!

okay. shant talk about my papers. all not so good except ss.

returned my dad lappy so cant update.

maybe saturday? BYE

2010-10-04T12:05:00.001+08:00

chemistry's bad enough. so tired to post ;P

2010-10-03T23:06:00.001+08:00

i'm currently using my lappy lights to study.

CHEM PAPER IS IN 1 HOURS TIME.

cos now is 11pm LOL

gonna sleep at 12.30 latest

seriously, first time i staying up late FOR EXAMS?!

2010-10-03T16:23:00.002+08:00

this year really changed me alot.

part of it is because of the people around me.

part of it is my own negative thinking.

but maybe it's better to be alone this way

i'm not that open anymore. i'm anti-social.

i keep problems to myself and i only tell them to 3 lovely people.

but sometimes, i just cry and be alone.

life's changing, i'm changing.

and oh. i may return my lappy to dad today.

and he may take leave from tmr onwards.

guess it's time not to slack and study well.

don't think i'll be updating that much but i'll try my best! <3

chemistry paper tmr. i shall pray to god every minute that i will NOT panic tmr.

2010-10-03T13:48:00.002+08:00

HELLO EVERYONE. it's da sunday. my tuition is cancelled. heng tmr chem if not die.

studied chem in the morning. quite alright eh (:

bought muttons cd actually but forgot to show. ( sorry i'm lazy to rotate and make it smaller)

and guess what? before i listened to it i dropped it. the thing cracked. LUCKY IT WASNT THE CD. thank god!

i'm currently listening to it now. it's awesome!

quite worth it larhs hahaha.

nothing much to update alr. BYEBYE

2010-10-02T21:13:00.002+08:00

using the lappy now @ night. and i saw this ribena toy as a free gift.

it's meant to be a highlighter. but guess what? IT LOOKS SO WRONG LOLOL!!

quick update:

tuition was okay. copy alot of stuff only. msg msg

after that went home and went out for a short walk.

took pictures for art and saw alot of ppl flying kites!

got 2 so high up in the air! <3

took pictures and was kinda fun.

gonna post tmr or monday?

better not if not ppl STALK me eh LOL jkjk

so yea. BYE

and if i never update for long or what means my dad at home cant use lappy.

TATA

2010-10-02T09:46:00.002+08:00

MORNING EVERYBODY.

it's da saturday but i'm using lappy. weeeeee~

parents are out. so i'm not studying. OH NO ><

nth much to update because i'm just gonna stay home :P

2010-10-01T13:09:00.002+08:00

it's really been a LOOOOOOOOOOOONG time since i have this nice update.

because i've been either going to jurong point to buy prezzie for mum, if not for remedials.

shant update about those days cos i forgot.

this week's really great. so many break downs. but there's always two lovely boys to be with me.

and sometimes 3. HAHA (:

today was english paper. i think i'm gonna flunk it.

shouldnt have slept late last night :(

yesterday was mummy bday, went to eat sakae sushi. was awesome!

last night was damn cute day larhs. cos quite alot of stuff happened. :P

i'm gonna update tmr if i can as i will have this lappy for awhile. MY ARTTTT.

have been watching communitychannel in youtube.

and i'm freaking tired alr. gonna have a nap!

BYE

2010-10-01T00:11:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MUMMY, shall post tmr okay?

2010-09-30T09:17:00.000+08:00

in sch now. LOL.

2010-09-25T09:48:00.002+08:00

hello people!

last night was kinda great, i didnt felt any stress or what.

cos i went jurong point to eat dinner with family!

it's been so long since i went out lorhs :(

and i nearly spent my day msging someone lols.

com-ed in the afternoon, bathes and packed my stuff.

left house at 4.45 with bro, went to jurong east.

went to walk at the alley area or sth LOL.

gonna buy a prezzie for mum bday, share money with bro? ;)

walked around then went to soup restaurant,

dad was still busy. met mum first.

went bata to buy new sch shoes. FINALLY! ><

then dad was still busy so i askd my mum if i could buy a new WALLET.

and she said yes ! OMFG HAHAHA

I'M SO HAPPY OKAY! :D

it only cost 9.90, but still, i'm happy ttm!

and say byebye to this wallet below :P

but i'll still use it larhs.

two of my precious wallets. HAHA

after buying wallet then went to buy water bottle at watsons,

decided to eat at putien, it's beside soup restaurant, the food there's awesome~

dinner was alright, i tried to eat cockles

and i made a conclusion that i dont like food that's slimy or sth

food like raw salmon or oyster and cockles so slimy.

i will vomit.

but hey! at least i tried! (:

dessert was white fungus with dono wad.

kinda okay.

sorry i didnt take pixx cos i forgot. EHE

went to yew tee point after that to buy my file.

mum bought her file too and she bought the wrong envelope LOL.

homed, bathed, listened to 098 top 20. eat fruits watch tv.

SLEEEEEEP!

today i'm just gonna use the com, go tuition.

boring saturday.

i really need to start revising. zzz

it’s scary - how you can mean the world to somebody one day, and nothing the next. As if the days leading up to this don’t count for anything.

2010-09-24T13:23:00.002+08:00

hello peeps. didnt update yesterday cos i stayed in sch! (:

yesterday was kinda okay, moody and tired. slept like nearly the entire day.

shant update about yesterday larhs.

today was okay. i'm happy we did a lil of chem LOL

i sound like a damn nerd now :X

maths test was terrible, really screwed up :(

english was ms lam class. damn funny lorh her.

wanted to sleep but talked to ernest

then listened to MEGANNICOLESITE singing! SO AWESOME.

i'm listening to it now! <3

recess ate fries.

most nice part was SOCIAL STUDIES

mr ho entered the class scolding, dont wish to elaborate more.

can ask me if you want LOL.

geo did nothing.

so yea, i dont have much time to do a full update.

CYA

2010-09-22T15:20:00.002+08:00

HELLO INTERNET! it's really been a long long timeeeeee i came here!

my mood is currently like the weather now `````````````

but i'm still gonna update from saturday till today ^^

SATURDAY

i was actually online but i spent my entire morning plus afternoon watching wongfuproductions!

wanted to update but in the end had no time. msg the entire day.

tuition was sucky. i failed my exam there. i thought i would improve. my chinese is cmi alr -.-

SUNDAY

morning was as usual, studied and stuff.

tuition was 1/2 hour late or more. so irritating lorhs.

where got teacher always late der?

ended tuition, was in a hurry cos tuition ended late

thanks to kelly dad for bringing me to mama house! (:

reached tp and eat mooncake. so many! <3

most from kellys dad, but i still prefer homemade.

skin thick thick! muahaha.

did my work in the room and was kinda happy, NO KOREA WADEVER SHIT!

was listening to 987fm the entire time. hehe

dinner was awesome. cos i sat with my family, i didnt sit beside that spoon face and wadever people.

i love my uncle larhs! LOL

always making me laugh, and i got praised by my grandma. HEHE.

MONDAY

school was alright. the day started so fcuked up. cos i fell down the stairs at home ._.

and its so painful! words cant describe that feeling. it's better now teehee!

i forgot wad really happened. let me take timetable LOL

oh yea! PE. so rubbish larhs. was laughing about the mr seah thingy.

see people play bball. it's always so fun to see boys play bball :3

mt is as usual. SLACKKKK. i think i slept? LOL

chem cher wasnt in sch :( so had to go hall and slack. boring as ever.

maths was so funny larhs! but not so cos only copied the ans for the papers.

the only funny part was when mr rao smacked the paper on weekangs table LOL.

his face was :}| LOL

english went to hall too. played tap tap with ernest. muahaha!

TUESDAY

the worst day ever, but dont ask why (:

social studies did the same old stuff.

chemistry was awesome! LOL. learnt sth new, but didnt get it. oh well~

mt slack!

physics did test. failed so needed to stay back redo or sth.

geography i was so high lorhs MHAHAAH. shant say it here LOL

copied the ans thingy.

maths did a test. nearly screwed it. but i hope can just pass ley ><

stayed back for oral, was kinda okay. and then physics. stayed till late.

went home with jason and weiren. both keep making me laugh LOL. :D

TODAY

kinda dumb day. but oh wadever.

art was okay. mr yeo scolded US cos the place was dirty.

and please lorhs i didnt do it. why must make me wait also T.T

got the art exam thingy. i dono wad to do. i really need to plan like this week!

it not there'll be no time ><

jermyn kept disturbing kok liang cos he didnt do anything LOL.

painted my art work. was kinda okay. sometimes i get too impatient :P

recess time was at desiree f&n place helping her.

okay not really LOL.

mt did nth. talk and slack.

laughed cos of the food and all.

physics did another test. my mood just went down.

and i was freaking tired so i slept.

slept all the way till sch ended.

went home and rain ><

feel so safe now at home! HAHAHA.

i camwhored like so many pic!

89 OF THEM LOL.

within 3 days HAHAHAH.

so my "album" is called within 3 days.

kinda cool :P

such a female dog.

if you're eavesdropping or stalking me EVERYWHERE.

go on doing that, cos i just HATE YOU.

2010-09-17T13:51:00.002+08:00

today kinda sucks. don't ask (:

no but actually was kinda great too. LOL

went to sch slightly earlier ^^

hair was alright larhs. msg msg only (:

news in class was okay. finally i know the name of the art piece : Starry Night!

so loving it! and there's one more. :P

maths was crazy man. a nice fight going on between mr rao and eugene.

it's really wasted not to record. cos i kept laughing till i forgot. ehehe.

did ws. was quite okay eh. but ppl always ask me how to do. quite irritating lorhs :X

i cant believe i did one questions. took so long but happy!

ss was nothing. there's always nth to talk about during ss.

recess went to buy fries and stuff. jermyn is always so funny larhs.

or maybe i'm the mad one. HAA

chem is loved! but my chem test got 33/40 :(

i want 35. but there's a retest again. i hope a 34 or 35? please lahrs.

just dont deprove. LOL :D

i love chem!

chinese was damn funny. went toilet laugh like mad.

cos of mr rao stuff. LOL

went home, and i'm tired.

i'm so free now. so i can do anything i want! :3

"I believe that everything happens for a reason. People change so that you can learn to let go. Things go wrong so that you appreciate them when they're right. You believe lies so you eventually learn to trust no one but yourself, and sometimes good things fall apart so better things can fall together. "

2010-09-16T15:54:00.002+08:00

hello people! just downloaded 2 songs ^^

currently so happy cos i got some songs i want plus i remembered to dl!

but got one or two more cant dl :(

today school was okay yea.

woke up bloody cos too much -.-

reached school and read storybook.

me and desiree laughed about sth. but i forgot LOL.

social studies was boring as usual, why's there ss everyday?

somemore tmr english change to ss. fml man~ ><

art did the drawing

so dumb lorhs. so small LOL.

but wadeva, cant wait to paint? :P

did IC after that. was okay larhs. then did chem there.

in the end laugh because of the salikin thing. "ssssssss" LOLOL.

recess *skip*

ls was dumb larhs. desiree read book then i sleep LOL.

lifeskill is always boring lorhs :(

english was fun as usual. but not as funny anymore larhs

but still, i love english! :D

assembly was crap,

stayed back for chem test. over 40 i hope i get 35 at least! :D

i'm so happy i can cope with chem :P

so yea. thats all. (:

No one can promise they'll never hurt you because at one time or another, it will happen. The real promise is if the time you spend together will be worth the pain in the end.

i should have realised this before we were together.

2010-09-15T15:56:00.002+08:00

hello people! yes i know i'm supposed to post more photos yesterday.

but it took so long to upload! and i'm still uploading somemore. ><

today was kinda great. and i miss using Essential. hehe. have forgotten it somehowww.

school was alright. was kinda fun.

first because it's a wednesday plus there's english like finally! HAHA :D

and i love today because my AHEM came. MUAHAHAHA. :P

first lesson was physics? and it rained. yesterday also. wierd larhs.

weather was awesome! so cooling! :P

social studies was irritating as usual, she just wants us to listen and listen.

everytime say "listen first", after listening we talk she say "listen first!" again. -_-

but i love it when stanely always says TIPS. LOL!

recess copied my maths, listen music.

then was english! damn funny. mr heng told us a story. it wasnt funny.

but the way he said was so funny lorhs. LOL

plus went through he close passage. and we were like playing wheel of fortune

and jermyn shouted " BIG MONEY BIG MONEY" HAHAHAHA.

geography was kinda nonsense but fun. went to energy learning hub. was actually so stupid.

but the way both of us ( me and des duh :P ) acted copying peoples ans. laughed like shit.

plus our necks went up and down so fast so painful LOL!

maths was the craziest man.

mr rao spent 1/2 hour scolding us, plus i recorded everything HAHAHA

and then we did 2 pathetic questions only. which i was kinda happy cos i was so lazy :P

so yea. that's all ya know.

un-locking my blog after my pictures are done.

if not tmr then unlock! :D

I want you to know that you will never find another girl that will put up with as much crap as I do and enjoy it. You will never find another girl that will put up with you and love you the way I do.

2010-09-14T16:36:00.000+08:00

[Verse 1]

I never felt nothing in the world like this before
Now I'm missing you
& I'm wishing that you would come back through my door
Why did you have to go? You could have let me know
So now I'm all alone,
Girl you could have stayed
but you wouldn't give me a chance
With you not around it's a little bit more then I can stand
And all my tears they keep running down my face
Why did you turn away?

[Bridge]

So why does your pride make you run and hide?
Are you that afraid of me?
But I know it's a lie what you keep inside
This is not how you want it to be

[Chorus]

So baby I will wait for you
Cause I don't know what else I can do
Don't tell me I ran out of time
If it takes the rest of my life

Baby I will wait for you
If you think I'm fine it just ain't true
I really need you in my life
No matter what I have to do I'll wait for you

[Verse 2]

It's been a long time since you called me
(How could you forget about me)
You got me feeling crazy (crazy)
How can you walk away,
Everything stays the same
I just can't do it baby
What will it take to make you come back
Girl I told you what it is & it just ain't like that
Why can't you look at me, your still in love with me
Don't leave me crying.

[Bridge]

Baby why can't we just start over again
Get it back to the way it was
If you give me a chance I can love you right
But your telling me it wont be enough

[Chorus]

So baby I will wait for you
Cause I don't know what else I can do
Don't tell me I ran out of time
If it takes the rest of my life

Baby I will wait for you
If you think I'm fine it just ain't true
I really need you in my life
No matter what I have to do I'll wait for you

[Bridge]

So why does you pride make you run & hide
Are you that afraid of me?
But I know it's a lie what your keeping inside
Thats not how you want it to be

Baby I will wait for you
Baby I will wait for you
If it's the last thing I do

[Chorus]

Baby I will wait for you
Cause I don't know what else I can do
Don't tell me I ran out of time
If it takes the rest of my life

Baby I will wait for you
If you think I'm fine it just ain't true
I really need you in my life
No matter what I have to do I'll wait for you

I'll Be Waiting.

2010-09-14T15:30:00.016+08:00

reached the restaurant, i look fat :P

family! ^^

bro, me, juliana,grandma,kelly,kenneth, chloe, justina

4 children of my grandma! HAHA

now it's 5~

nom-nom.

one of the biggest eater. MUAHA

yes. and she said she looks like a spoon.

more like a bitchy face? :D

kelly, me and kenneth (:

nice? <3

celebrating grandma birthday or advertising for LV?

LOL

chandler! ^^

THATS ALL! BYEBYE.

2010-09-14T14:47:00.004+08:00

bro,me, juliana,grandma<3,kelly,kenneth,>

all these are my photos! :D
was very fun as i had so much time spent with my family, but like duh. there's some stuff i hate too. HAHA.

next post is all photos. my bro's camera. then tmr will update on myself okay? :D

ps/ will unlock blog tmr. may remove tagboard alr (:

2010-09-13T15:06:00.001+08:00

because i talked to desiree for so long. i got no time to update. LOL

tmr many many pics and update okay! :D

2010-09-09T11:15:00.002+08:00

hello people!

yesterday didnt update as i coulnt. whole day outside in sch

so lazy to update okay. so sorry!

i will update on monday! :D

oral was great. thank god ;)